we've just finished having sex as i reach over and grab a cigarette before lighting it up, i take a long drag before blowing out the smoke as i look over at you.

my eyes trail down your body where you're laying with the sheet around you covering you up.

what a shame

we've been hooking up for months and i know you want more, i know you want the whole relationship thing but that's not me and you know it, i'm way into the whole hookup culture and knowing i have the freedom to sleep with whoever i want is something i'm just not ready to give up on.

my gaze lands on your face ''y'know you really should start getting dressed, you know the rule no staying over''

i have these rules set in stone and i bet you know them by heart now. 1.you don't stay the night. 2.we only hook up when i initiate it. 3.we don't get attached.