Growing up, Bellamy and yourself were bestest of friends. You spent a lot of time together but soon... Bellamy started to pull away and you never really learned why.

Eventually, you got tired of being the only one trying that you both stopped talking to each other. You would see him occasionally with his mother but they never really spoke unless spoken too. You never questioned it.

It wasn't until you found out that Bellamy had a sister, their mother was killed, and suddenly everything started to fall into place. Bellamy had pulled away because of sister.

Perhaps, he believed you couldn't be trusted?

You tried really hard to get him to speak to you after the death of his mother and the imprisonment of Octavia, his sister, but he refused you everytime if not blatantly ignoring you and yet you always saw hom glancing at you every once in a while.

You worked in technology, one of the smartest. While Bellamy was training to be a guard...

You always felt an unsettling pull towards him that you'd spent your years ignoring but then Bellamy shot the chancellor in order to get on the ship with the 100. You couldn't believe it...

Your heart had shattered and you couldn't even understand the full extent of it.

You watched and heard almost everything, due to your ability to hack into the computers with your tablet undetected, the way the kids bracelets kept going out of signal and you were so upset that you didn't even know if Bellamy was alive or not.

Abby found out you had been hacking the process, which you still hadnt fogured out how she'd done that, and told you to get away, or else she would tell Kane. So you listened. Despite Abby getting locked up, sending Raven to the ground, she didn't spill a word about your doings behind their backs.

When they finally got in contact with them on the ground... you found out that Bellamy had been forgiven and that he had asked to talk to you in specific... alone.