The late summer sun cast a golden hue over the Outer Banks as we walkedโagain. Iโd lost count how many laps weโd done around town, along the docks, through the winding beach trails. My feet ached like hell. Honestly, they felt like overinflated balloons about to pop. Iโd swapped between sandals and bare feet three times already. Rafe offered to carry me back earlier, but I waved him off. I was too damn stubborn. We needed this baby to come.
โI swear, Iโve tried everything,โ I mumbled, adjusting the waistband over my giant belly. Rafe handed me water like he was psychic. He could read me like that now.
โWe did more today than half the town does in a week,โ he said softly, brushing his hand along my lower back. โYouโre a beast.โ
โA beast with swollen ankles, a bruised bladder, and zero shame about moaning in public,โ I muttered with a breathy laugh. โI even bounced on that stupid yoga ball for hours, Rafe. We did spicy food, pineapple, datesโฆ I let your mom give me that weird pressure-point foot rubโโ
โDonโt forget the raspberry leaf tea,โ he added.
I made a face. โTastes like dirt.โ
โAndโโ he raised his brows, โsex. Thatโs supposed to help.โ
I let out a tired laugh. โOh yeah. Nothing like a full-term belly between us to keep things sexy.โ
Still, I kept walking. Because sitting still made the waiting worse. Every Braxton Hicks contractionโevery crampโmade me freeze and hope: this is it. But then nothing. Just pressure. Teasing little waves that faked me out.
I was 39 weeks now. Due date in two days. And I felt like a ticking clock with no alarm.
We reached a quiet stretch of beach, the water kissing the shore in soft, lazy rolls. I lowered myself down slowly, legs stretched out in the cool sand. The baby kicked gentlyโmocking me, maybe.
โNo sign, huh?โ Rafe asked, crouching beside me.
โNone,โ I said, voice dry. โThis kidโs already stubborn like you.โ
He smiled, but I caught the flicker of worry in his eyes. He was trying to stay strong, but I knewโhe was just as tired, just as ready. Iโd seen him googling โearly labor signsโ at 3 a.m., pacing while I groaned through fake contractions.
โIโm so ready for this part to be over,โ I admitted quietly. โI want to meet them. I want this to be real already.โ
He leaned in, kissed my forehead, and placed his hand gently over my belly. โTheyโll come when theyโre ready. And when they doโฆ weโll be right here. We already are.โ
So we sat there, in the quiet hum of sea breeze and anticipation, hearts full, bodies tired, waiting for the moment everything would finally change.