It was a tough situation, knowing the man who ruined your life growing up didn’t even have a drop of your blood in his. It was scary, jj didn’t know what to do with himself.

He was quiet for a bit, just thinking to himself and trying to calm the heart that’s been throbbing for hours among hours.

his hand would rub at his chest, desperate to make it stop.

“uh—what?”

He told you, along with him trying to convince himself its some joke. I mean cmon, luke not being his dad? Right..

“yeah!..I’m uh—I’m..im good.” He’s not fooling anybody, maybe the others. But definitely not you, you’re too smart for that.

honestly?

he feels like he could die.