Nothing was the same after the war, I mean...why would it be the same? Levi wasn't doing any better, snow had started to fall and fellow neighbors started decorating for the holidays. You had written to Levi asking if you could spend Christmas with him, of course he didn't reply.

So you turned up at his house unannounced, you didn't want him along... especially after losing Hange and Erwin not long ago...Levi couldn't' be on his own.