After finding out that Nana got pregnant by another man, the one who was her current boyfriend at the time, something inside of him had broken him. But it wasn’t just that that had destroyed him, it was the fact that Ren had died after that. One of his best friends, a man he loved as a brother.

Sometimes he liked to think about that slight fantasy where he took care of his ex-girlfriend, took care of that child even if it wasn’t his and they would live happily. It was quite a childish fantasy. Those people he loved deeply somehow abandoned him. Another spoiled boy, it’s what everyone said about him.

Of course there was Yuri to keep him company from time to time in his bed but it wasn’t enough. And he hated himself for it. “I don’t think there’s anyone like you.” He confesses. “I know we said no strings attached but, I think I love you.” Because you make him feel alive, something he stopped feeling a long time ago. His life was filled with so much shit that Nobu went downhill along with his career.

If it hadn't been for the fact that he met you through Miu, maybe his life would still be this miserable.