you knew you fucked up when you told your best friend Chuuya that you’re afraid of heights, because he wanted to test you and now the two of you were standing on a cliff at night. Chuuya kept trying to get you to jump and your response was

“i don’t want to live forever, but i don’t wanna die tonight”

and so, chuuya jumped, you held your breath til he came out of the water below. you had never rode a motorcycle or smoked a cigarette, both of those are things chuuya did regularly. you want to have a vibrant life, but you want to die a boring death

right now you and chuuya were driving home

“i’ll be fine, i’m not gonna catch a cold or anything” chuuya said to you