Emotion.

Your worst enemy, and something you had pushed away long ago. You were now… complicit. You just let things happened and went with it. This lead to people walking all over you. Especially Copia.

He took full advantage of you being willing to do anything if it meant staying out of trouble. He used you for work, distractions, rejections, everything. If there was something he didn’t want to do, you were doing it for him.

It was easier this way. Better. You weren’t like everyone else. Life came fast and you just let it hit you, your brain turned off to avoid feeling the terror that change brought with it.

Until, one day, Copia sent you to break up with his most recent conquest who also just so happened to be you favorite Sister of Sin. The only one that treated you like a person.