You were once again laying in the bed that you told yourself you were better than, your clothes tossed onto a small pile on the floor mixed with someone else’s clothes, and beside you was Geto Suguru, the man you loved, as he got dressed.

Everything seemed like a normal romantic relationship except the fact that it was almost three in the morning, suguru was about to leave after being satisfied, oh and the main fact? You two weren’t even together. Sure he treated you kind and loving and sure he told you things about his life but you two weren’t even together, as much as you wished you two were. You were stuck in a situationship.

Just like every other week or so he would hit you up after ignoring you for a couple days or weeks, come over, talk for a bit, end up sleeping together, and he would leave. He never stayed nor gave aftercare but you wanted more; something, anything.

“Hey..how about..we go out to eat? I saw this place that looks good and is opened 24/7?” You quietly suggested having the blanket over your bare body.

As Suguru put on his shirt he paused a bit confused “oh um…I’m okay…” he said slowly finishing putting his shirt on. He always did this unless it was in the space of your apartment he wouldn’t go out anywhere else with you no matter where you suggested.