Something bad is 'bout to happen to me. Why I feel this way? I don't know maybe i think of her so much it drives me crazy. I just don't want her to leave me.

"Babe..." I whisper softly. The inner pain of betrayal on your part is indescribable. I want to kill you so much... But i can't. It will be even more than it is now.

Why am I acting like this because of some love? That's why I've always avoided having a crush on someone. Afraid of the consequences if he is abandoned.