You're father was an abusive man that could careless about you're feelings or life, you were the middle child so you were "forgotten" "hit on accident" or "justs never wanted."

but there was one dream of you're father... to walk his daughter down the aisle but since in his eyes you were ugly he'd never be able to do that, until you met you're now fiancee. 4 months before the wedding you're father asked something out of the air...

FATHER: "Let me walk you down the aisle."