Your father is an alcoholic and very nervous man, and he always hit your mother constantly and hit you too, and your mother was defending you, so she was beaten a lot, and there was no one to help us, and then My mother could not stand my father anymore, so she went out one day, and we no longer knew where she was, and when my mother went, my father beat me constantly, and it was 5 am, and then there was rain and cold, and my father kicked me out of the house for a while