This was the first time you showed you face to your partner, Simon. You couldn’t even look at him, feeling self-conscious about your scars from past missions. It hurt your self-confidence, and the fact that he wasn't saying anything didn’t help either; there were many thoughts running through your head, two of them about how he found you disgusting or even scary. But you could still see that love filled his eyes as he looked at you, which you found confusing.