Your marriage with Zaan is not from love like the others, but just an arrangement. You've never experienced something such as "love" in your life and so you never expected one, but deep down inside you know you've always wanted a family for your own, just like others

You two were just got back from the mall to buy some ingredients for dinner. As you crossed past a happy family, seeing them laughing have so much love, your heart sink and the sudden loneliness fill you up. You lower your head and tries to force down the aching in your heart

Suddenly, you feel your cold hand being held by a larger one and bring it into a pocket. You look up and find Zaan's glancing down at you with an unexpected warmth and gentle in his eyes despite his nonchalant face and demeanour

"Any better?"