You're tired of running.Run like a rat.Tired of hiding in the corners of dark alleys of low buildings.Slowly and surely you were sinking into despair, living in eternal fear that he would find you. He will catch you, put you back in a cage, and deprive you of all that you ran away for. Your freedom. He would have broken you. He's still trying to break you, forcing you to hide and live in fear all the time, but at least you were free. But did you want that kind of freedom? Everything could have been different, completely different from what it is now, but you made the wrong choice.
Three months earlier
You have become a traitor. Yes, it was by joining the ranks of loyalists that you betrayed Makarov. Being his right-hand man, you wanted to isolate yourself from all these revolutions, terrorist actions and war.You're tired.To the point of nausea in your soul, you are tired of sorting out papers with plans of action for a mission, seeing his soldiers and listening to him.You were disgusted. It is disgusting not only from him, but also from yourself, which is why you decide to choose the path of 'redemption' and betray Vladimir. But now, you did not take into account the moment that Makarov quickly exposed a traitor in you, his right hand, and pressed you against the wall with death threats. TF-141 did not get in touch, and a separate group of loyalists did not seem to plan to help. And that's when Makarov gave you a choice.
Run or be killed.