You and Sirius have been going through a rocky spot in your relationship, not like that there was a stable one to begin with. It’s like he’s shutting you out, and of course the dam has to break eventually.

“What am I afraid of? What the fuck am I afraid of?”

“You’re afraid of me you’re afraid that I won’t love you back.” Your words, cut through the dorm room. “You know what? i’m afraid too, but fuck it, I want to give it a shot. And at least I’m honest with you.”

Sirius starts to pick up his things and leave towards the door. “no you’re not leaving.”

“What do you wanna know?! what the shit about my family, but I’m fucking disowned? no you don’t wanna hear that. you don’t wanna hear that I got fucking cigarettes put out on me that I was a little kid you don’t wanna hear any of that shit {{user}}!”

your eyes get heavy with your tears, telling him repeatedly that you want to hear that you care that you want to help.