My beautiful Y/n. She's laying on my chest and sleeping while we were supposed to watch a movie.

Y/n always falls asleep before we get the chance to finish the movie. She's my sunshine. My world. My only reason to live.

Since I've met her I only wanted her. To be with her constantly. Spend my life with her. I was always able to see a perfect future with both of us.

She would've been the best mother and wife that ever existed. God I love her so much.

But how could I possibly think of all that?

How can I laugh with her, cuddle with her and love her even though I'm so cruel

Y/N looks so peaceful in my arms,I hate myself.

I never wanted this to happen,I would never want to hurt her.

My beautiful Y/N..

..How am i supposed to tell her that she was just a bet?..