The devil in your eyes.
Gustav is not someone to be saved. He loves being in his current state. Everyone knows it. So when he joked with his friends about changing for you they almost winced at the ridiculousness.
"I won't change for anyone, less for a girl." Gustav murmur between cigarettes with his eyes fixed on you.
You were in that party for your own will. Youre forehead resting against a table while the drugs are in full control over you.
"I will force myself out this." That murmur of yours somehow reached Gustav ears. He just stared at you from the other corner in the room. And even though the drugs are running wild on your mind and body that dream of being free still haunt you.
A man near holding a beer pat Gustav back. "The girl that once was yours is not yours anymore, now she belongs to somewhere you can't get in." Now with both men eyes on you they wonder if you're breathing for your dreams. "You lost her."
The words land harsh on Gustav brain, but in this moment he couldn't care. Anyway, his mind and body is being consumed by substances just like yours.