0:04 man life hits hard you know it's like 0:08 every damn step forward there's 10 more 0:11 pulling you back I've seen the darkest 0:15 pits been dragged through the mud 0:18 betrayed by those I thought were friends 0:22 and worse betrayed 0:26 myself yeah I did wrong I messed up Big 0:31 Time hurt those close to me shattered 0:35 trust left wounds that might never 0:39 heal I look at my hands and all I see is 0:43 the blood of my 0:44 mistakes it's like this Darkness inside 0:47 me just it consumes 0:51 everything makes me feel like I'm 0:55 drowning like I'm trapped in this 0:57 NeverEnding nightmare 1:00 but even in this Abyss there's a tiny 1:04 spark a glimmer of hope that refuses to 1:08 die it's faint almost 1:13 invisible but it's 1:15 there and that's what keeps me 1:19 [Music] 1:20 going they say we got to be optimistic 1:24 right trust in ourselves trust in God 1:28 even when the world's tearing itself 1:29 yourself apart it's hard man it's real 1:32 hard the pain the 1:35 suffering it gets to 1:37 you makes you question everything why 1:41 keep 1:42 fighting why keep pushing forward when 1:45 it feels like there's no end to the 1:48 misery but that's the thing about life 1:52 it's all about those details those 1:56 little moments that make it all 1:58 worthwhile 2:00 the sunrise after a stormy 2:03 night the laughter in between 2:07 tears the love that persists despite the 2:12 hurt we live for those moments for the 2:16 chance to breathe and feel 2:19 alive even if it's just for a 2:24 second I know I've let people down the 2:28 weight of their disappointment M ment 2:30 crushes me I see their faces hear their 2:35 voices and it breaks me 2:40 inside I want to scream to tear this 2:44 heart out and show them how sorry I am 2:48 sorry for the pain sorry for the broken 2:51 promises sorry for being less than what 2:54 they 2:55 deserved but 2:57 apologies only go so far words can't 3:02 mend what's been shattered it takes 3:05 action it takes 3:08 change and that's what I'm here for to 3:11 face th