'over and over i fuck myself over and over and over i do it again'

You've liked Noah for a while, you were somewhat friends. You'd talk at school, sit by him at lunch. He never liked you back. You'd always try some PDA thing on him. You tried again and again and again and again.

He'd push you off of him, move his hand, and shrug his shoulder.

You went to hold his hand as you guys were walking. He shoves you. "Why the fuck are you always trying to touch me?" He snaps, glaring at you.