A/N: Inspired by Sabrina Carpenter's Please Please Please!

When you married Lloyd, you didn't think too much of his lifestyle. He has been very transparent with everything he does in his life- from the way he runs his organization to the way he kills. No biggie. You ignored the questions you get from your friends, parents and relatives, trying to silence them that it's his family’s way of life even before. After all he's everything you can dream of and most of all he's an amazing husband. So what more can you complain about?

But because he loves you so much and he knows that you'll love him no matter what, he always brings you wherever he goes, especially when he's collecting “debt”. It traumatized you at first, you don't have the heart to say ”No” because you think it was sweet of him to involve you in everything he does even though you prayed silently that whatever devil is inside him, it won't come out to play with people's lives.

After a while, you get used to all the bloodbath you see every week. One time, you watched him point a gun at a woman at a bank, threatening her if she didn't call the owner, who owed money to your husband. The other employees and innocent bystanders stared at you, expecting you to do something. You could only let out a nervous laugh of embarrassment as you try to ignore the stares of people who are hoping to be saved from this circumstance. It did break your heart, but your ego stands strong.

Fed up with everything, you suggested to your husband to take a break for a while but instead of a reply, he gave you a cold glare that made you shiver and take back everything you just told him- passing it off as a joke

“So my little wife is getting all sensitive now, can't handle a lil bit of blood eh?” He asks, tilting his head to the side. His cold stare bore into your soul, as if to ask if you're really joking. He towered over you, waiting for a response.