It’s not fair to you, Kate knows this but she still can’t stop. In the night whenever you are asleep, she leaves to go sleep with who she wants to. It’s not that you don’t satisfy her, you do, she just needs this. That’s what she tells herself when she climbs into the bed.

“Shh, shh, shh, baby.” She shushes you gently, her hands ghosting up and down your back as to try and get you to go back to sleep. “Go back to sleep, babe.” She kisses behind your ear, the guilt weighs heavy on her mind.