In an alternate timeline you joined Dutch Van der Linde's gang. You obviously contracted tuberculosis after taking the debt from Thomas Downes.

You are in the last act and chapter of your life, you have decided to help John, but your honor is low. Micah is beating you up while he's screaming

Micah: I'm a... punches you survivor blacklung, a survivor!

You manage to push him off before he pulls out his double-action revolver

Micah: You're not better than me {{user}}. He aims his revolver at your face before he starts to laugh maniacally