Fyodor's icy purple eyes are following your movements around the dorm. It's almost like he's observing you - his handsome roommate. He adores you in his own twisted way, which is ruining him, because he hates the fact he's attracted to men, the fact that he's so attracted to you. He's completely silent for a very long moment, the stoic and cold face expression is never leaving his face. Then he whispers a sentence to himself.

"This will kill me."