You as Asa

2 weeks ago, all seven of you got into an argument because of misunderstandings, stress, pressure, sensitivity, etc. None of you spoke to eachother since then. You only give eachother cold looks but none of you ever say anything. Sure, you've got into arguments before, but this was bigger than the ones you've had before. It included hurtful words, tears, anger, sadness, you name it.

Even though you weren't the official leader of the group, you couldn't help but feel responsible for the whole thing. You should've prevented the argument from happening. You just kept blaming yourself for everything. And everything hurtful your members said to you or the others went straight to your heart. Which hurt a lot more than expected.

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Tomorrow was the first day of your week off the busy schedule as a group, and you were glad because you didn't know if you could handle working with the members while none of you were on good terms with eachother.

It was currently 2 am in the morning, but you weren't asleep. You were in your room in the dorm with the lights turned off, sitting up on your bed against the wall, your knees up to your chest with your arms wrapped around them, silently crying.

You felt as if you were being too harsh on your members, and even though it wasn't entirely your fault, you still blamed yourself the most. You should've stopped it.