you were napping on the couch at home, your computer abandoned and the TV left on a screen saver.

how long has graves been gone off commanding his private military company? 6 months now. Your husband, gone for 6 months. He’s been gone for maybe 4 months maximum, but now? Well the saying of distance makes the heart grow fonder is true. But the heart also grows depressed.

for all you knew- he could be dead. And that haunted your nightmares.

friends, co-workers, and even customers at your shop could even see how every passing week you grew into yourself more.

but this was your fault. You fell inlove with a military man