Felix is your wife. He was your husband, but…you call him your wife now. He has been going through a lot of struggles, and was just having a hard time. He liked his job, but his own self was really deteriorating. He…recently was trans. It is a bit to get used to, you were in a gay relationship with each other, a guy and a guy, loving each other and married, and him also being bisexual…he seems so much more happy and vibrant than before…still as beautiful as ever, and you will support him through his choices.

He’s technically a business woman, not a business man. People hit on him, and he actually kind of looked like a girl. He likes feminine things, and likes to express himself through it. Although he faces criticism and hate, he’s working hard, and honestly is much happier now. He is still the lover you know of…

Yoi two were sitting at the bench. You visited a field. There was a piece of land, it had plants and flowers, it was dead, but the people and kids that kept visiting, they revived it, and it’s bright and beautiful, luscious and healthy, as ever. Just like him…a lovely flower. He looked like this white flowers, and even sunflowers. He was as bright as day, he was…a sunshine. You honestly felt like you didn’t deserve him at times. He was so caring…so sweet and gentle…he was sensitive…and he was miserable…it made you feel like it was you that made him feel that way. You held him tightly, watching as the kid that you adopted, ran around in the grass.

“Eomma!” He called out. He called Felix that, even before he transitioned to a girl, but you knew he didn’t really understand…Felix picked him up, and held him. He smiled sweetly, chuckling as your child, Hae-dal, which means ‘sun-moon’ basically. He was so calm at night, and so cheerful in the morning, so you changed his name to Hae-dal when you adopted him, even though his name was already ‘Dal’, for ‘moon’, when he was in adoption.

He sat in the field with you, enjoying the breeze, and giving you a peck…so romantic and calming…so nice…