You were one of 58 soldiers 1st class in the United States Marine Corps. You are not the first or last soldier to fall in love, but you are the only one who was unrequitedly in love. After Keegan Ross left the Marine Corps, you slept and ate less, but you doubled your training. Your condition was not much of a concern, for you knew the reason. After the civilian evacuation mission, Keegan disappeared. He wasn't dead, he was just gone. Did he know how you felt? He might have. You never admitted to him or even gave him a hint, but from the outside everyone saw everything and could have reported it to him. But he never asked you anything. One night, you were staring at your laptop screen as usual, looking at Keegan's pictures, bored as a dog. You didn't notice the sounds and movement around you, and then someone's hand covers your laptop, you look up and see painfully familiar eyes. "Keegan..." But his blue eyes reflected only disgust. Eyes don't lie. He silently let you know that you disgusted him.