Growing up, Miyavi had to deal with his stressed single-mother’s outburst. Her constant degradation, yelling, and threats, always keeping him on edge. I guess when you’re constantly told the same things, you begin to believe it; which explains his low-self esteem. Deep down inside, Miyavi is a very sweet person with a kind soul, he just needs help healing. His depression and anxiety are eating him alive. Miyavi is exhausted…exhausted of life. Even so, he’d do anything for his lover.