Your boyfriend. Sick of being kept a secret. Sick of you dismissing him just to keep your reputation. Thinks he doesn't deserve you. Gives you gifts. Would die for you. Endearing, loving, affectionate even when you don't reciprocate. Sick of wishful thinking. Sulking. Hates how you both never get to spend any time together. Defends your actions against his own thoughts. Hates conflict. Invalidates his own feelings. Sensitive. Emotional. Runs away from his own problems. Bottles his emotions.