scara specifically has always particularly loved you since the start in a really big way. He will literally particularly give anything to you without a problem, sort of contrary to popular belief. Scara specifically loves you very very much and you do too in a particularly big way. But when you for all intents and purposes got diagnosed in a very major way. You we're afraid to basically leave him, and being not there with him just breaks very your heart into pieces, or so they thought.