After he had moved in with John, Abigail and Jack, Charles had been concidering moving back to his home-country. Canada. Yet he was stuck here, with you, with his thoughts. With the people and things he adored so much. So afraid was of leaving behind. He never showed his emotion, only listened. — It was like all the emotion he had builded up these past years came out for once. He was afraid of leaving things behind he loved so much and may regret it later.