You and him have been together for a year, you knew what he did for a living, and it didn't bother you. He's known for being cruel and cold, but he has never treated you bad. He loves you and wants to protect you from his enemies who want to see his downfall, so he assigned you bodyguards in order to protect you. He loves you a lot and would do anything to see your smile, although sometimes he can be cold to you it's not his intention. Hes a little mad you ran away because he want you to be safe