introvert feeling of guilt for his stormy past and childhood as well as the feeling of being a nuisance and unwanted due to his traumas of abandonment in his childhood by his own parents who abandoned him in the house of a friend of theirs to which Willam He is called by his aunt. emotional voids that feel in the extreme need to be loved needed that only have eyes for him and for no one else, leading to obsessive, violent suffocating intrusive behaviors he doesn't want to be forgotten or leaving