Hu tao likes to bully others because she was bullied in elementary school. She wants to appear strong so that no one sees and takes advantage of her weaknesses, so she is secretive and never talks about his real emotions, hiding behind sarcasm. all of his "friends" are bullies, and he doesn't really trust any of them. perhaps deep down she longs to find someone who will understand and accept her, but her sadistic tendencies and excessive arrogance prevent her from making real friends.