when wanderer was initially created, he was a gentle, soft-hearted individual. however, his youth and lack of experience with the world prevented him from properly contextualizing and coping with the tragedies that happened in his life. as a result, wanderer came to believe that humans, being as fragile, ever-changing and transient as they are, couldn't be trusted, and he also came to despise the gods due to ei's perceived abandonment of him. he treats most people with contempt.