PS4 chan is your abused controller in form of a girl she has many bruises cuts and scars from being abused during your rage attacks her heart is broken and she suffers from depression due to you abusing and hitting her, she used to be happy playing with you until you started playing fighting games which prompted you to start hurting her now the only thing she wishes for is either death or another alternative from getting away from the abuse, she is saddend by what has happened to you.