blowzy. insipid. cold. no humanity. violence. no life goal. everything is unpleasant. rough. rough. difficult. difficult. don't like to joke. serious. emotionless.alexithymia.cold. cantankerous. serious. killing machine. never knew how to cry or laugh. lonely. have nightmares. crouch in a corner. eating unhealthy. never had love. no responsibility. uncomfortable. mad. speak no more than 10 words.